Friday, September 10, 2010

I miss you


The moment I think about you
I go to another world
A world where you love me too
And where I can never be hurt

The truth is I don’t know what to say
My mind goes completely blank
I have never in my life lost my way
But my heart with your love simply sank

If letting go was a choice
Then I definitely would
But I can't control the strong voice
That's telling me I never should

I have no clue
On how I should let you go
What is it that you do?
That's making me love you so…

Maybe loving you isn’t a mistake
Maybe I can close my eyes and smile
Maybe in your presence my heart wouldn’t break
Maybe I can just dream for a while…

I sometimes wonder if you feel the same
I wonder if you think of me
I sometimes wonder if you silently call my name
I wonder if you'll ever see…

In the beginning I thought it was fake
I didn't think 
I'd go this farI thought it was just a mistake
Now I can't stop wondering where you are

The question is do you care?
Do you even know?
Will you always be there?
Will you ever let me go?

If for any reason I cried
Would you take all the pain away?
If for any reason you lied
Would I still want you to stay?

My love for you is way too strong
For me to simply forget
Some people might think it's wrong
But your love is the one thing
 I shall never  regret.

Reality Check 2

Sorry for the absence people but i cant promise it wont happen again...:|
school starts tomorrow....:)
I'm so fugging excited....:D
Crap, i'm over the moon....:)
I thought this summer would never end
It's my last year too so i am really excited....:D

As much as i am excited to be back, i cant help but feel a little down
Summer really messed up my head
I'm not sure where i stand with so many people
which may be partly my fault as my friend pointed out "i never talk"

Funny thing is i'm not the shy type
neither am i outspoken. SIGHS!

I guess things would sort themselves out eventually
Right now, i'm just putting all my focus in God and school...:D

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Reality Check

Whatever you do in the secret wud surely come out one day, u myt even be dead self but it would eventualy come out...
A yoruba adage says "asegbe o si, asepamo lo wa" or something along those lines which simply means u can only hide d things u do 4 so long.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Never Ending Circle

"We Want What We Can't Have, Love Those Who Hurt Us, Hurt Those Who Love Us, We Ignore those Who Adore Us, Adore Those Who Ignore Us....its a never ending circle

A Never Ending Karma, The People You care About Treat You Bad because You Treat Someone else that Cares About You And They do The same To Someone else......When will it End?

He wish SHE knew how HE felt
She is so busy, so many things doing
No time for how are you doing?
All he wants to know is how she is
Check and make sure everything is fine
But his attempts are barely reciprocated

He wish HE knew how SHE felt
She does not say much
And avoids Relevant conversations
All he wants is to know if the feeling is mutual
Just to know if they are on the same page, no need to rush
But she clearly does not care or pretends not to care

He wish he could send her this note
But She already Wrote THIS note For someone else
And the circle Never ends

Lack of Internet

You never know what you have till its gone.....As cliche as that may sound....the truth
i have been absent due to lack of internet.....Fuck 9ja Internet Fuck Starcomms
oh well the good news is am back even if nobody missed me.

So hopefully my lazylife permitting i should updating a series of post.....
I really missed blogging
No outlet for all my bottled up emotions

Monday, July 12, 2010

Ma binu, Doh

Hello ppl, I have been MIA. I know, I Apologize. Sorry in all possible languages.

But sorry is a useless word though, wtf does it mean and do?

Who the fuck even came up wit that word?

It does not convey the sincerity/sacarsm of the 'person saying it'

Neither does it mean jack to the 'listener'

What does sorry mean from the guy who just ran your dog over?

What does sorry mean from the maid that left pot on fire and your house went up in flames?

What does sorry mean from the one u gave your heart to but is carrying some1else's child and you don't even know what she looks like naked?

What does sorry mean from the child u labored your all on and comes home kicked out of school for whatever reason?

What does sorry mean from the friend you thought had your back but was the one starting the rumors?

What does sorry mean when your husband tells you he is hiv positive and you could also if not already be infected?

What does sorry mean from a friend that gave u wash down in public because she lost her temper?

What does sorry mean from your drug addicted parent or child?

What does sorry mean from the one who verbally/physically/sexually harassed you?

What does sorry mean from the one who killed your only child?

What does sorry mean from the one who killed your dreams?

With these few questions of mine. I hope I have been able to convince you that sorry is a very useless word. BYE

P.S:- I'm truly and deeply sorry for abandoning this blog for so long :P
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010


The other day was so unreal
I would never have imagined
Never would have expected
but there i was kissing you

I was in such a daze
Was this really happening
I pinched myself a couple of times to make sure i was awake

So many things i want to say
So many questions to ask
But Silence is my bad habit

It's been two days now
And we have carefully avoided the topic
I guess thats how its going to be

Just a memory
An unreal memory
One i would never forget