Saturday, July 31, 2010

Never Ending Circle

"We Want What We Can't Have, Love Those Who Hurt Us, Hurt Those Who Love Us, We Ignore those Who Adore Us, Adore Those Who Ignore Us....its a never ending circle

A Never Ending Karma, The People You care About Treat You Bad because You Treat Someone else that Cares About You And They do The same To Someone else......When will it End?

He wish SHE knew how HE felt
She is so busy, so many things doing
No time for how are you doing?
All he wants to know is how she is
Check and make sure everything is fine
But his attempts are barely reciprocated

He wish HE knew how SHE felt
She does not say much
And avoids Relevant conversations
All he wants is to know if the feeling is mutual
Just to know if they are on the same page, no need to rush
But she clearly does not care or pretends not to care

He wish he could send her this note
But She already Wrote THIS note For someone else
And the circle Never ends

Lack of Internet

You never know what you have till its gone.....As cliche as that may sound....the truth
i have been absent due to lack of internet.....Fuck 9ja Internet Fuck Starcomms
oh well the good news is am back even if nobody missed me.

So hopefully my lazylife permitting i should updating a series of post.....
I really missed blogging
No outlet for all my bottled up emotions

Monday, July 12, 2010

Ma binu, Doh

Hello ppl, I have been MIA. I know, I Apologize. Sorry in all possible languages.

But sorry is a useless word though, wtf does it mean and do?

Who the fuck even came up wit that word?

It does not convey the sincerity/sacarsm of the 'person saying it'

Neither does it mean jack to the 'listener'

What does sorry mean from the guy who just ran your dog over?

What does sorry mean from the maid that left pot on fire and your house went up in flames?

What does sorry mean from the one u gave your heart to but is carrying some1else's child and you don't even know what she looks like naked?

What does sorry mean from the child u labored your all on and comes home kicked out of school for whatever reason?

What does sorry mean from the friend you thought had your back but was the one starting the rumors?

What does sorry mean when your husband tells you he is hiv positive and you could also if not already be infected?

What does sorry mean from a friend that gave u wash down in public because she lost her temper?

What does sorry mean from your drug addicted parent or child?

What does sorry mean from the one who verbally/physically/sexually harassed you?

What does sorry mean from the one who killed your only child?

What does sorry mean from the one who killed your dreams?

With these few questions of mine. I hope I have been able to convince you that sorry is a very useless word. BYE

P.S:- I'm truly and deeply sorry for abandoning this blog for so long :P
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Unreal

The other day was so unreal
I would never have imagined
Never would have expected
but there i was kissing you

I was in such a daze
Was this really happening
I pinched myself a couple of times to make sure i was awake

So many things i want to say
So many questions to ask
But Silence is my bad habit

It's been two days now
And we have carefully avoided the topic
I guess thats how its going to be

Just a memory
An unreal memory
One i would never forget